Michael Jackson

Hey guys, am in Exeter now, but don't really feel like doing travel writing atm, because something rather shocking has happened: Michael Jackson, aged only 50 years old, has died. At around 9pm GMT - 12pm in Los Angeles - he stopped breathing, went into cardiac arrest, was rushed to hospital, but was pronounced dead on arrival.

My friend James Hartley and I really can't believe it: we've said "No way" at least a dozen times, despite listening to BBC News 24 and reading the word "dead" as many times. The shockwaves will of course be deeply felt in America, but his impact in Great Britain was huge, and his impact in my life was pretty big: such hits as "Thriller", "Beat It" and "Bad" are undoubtedly fantastic singles, and many is the time I have tried (and failed) to moonwalk.

Admittedly, his personal life decisions were regrettable at times: he clearly had significant issues; I detest plastic surgery purely because of how it disfigured him; and his lifestyle clearly affected his health. But the thing I admire about him is that he was able to make such good music despite his obvious flaws, and that he was able to show the world his potential: and while I would never try to copy or worship the man, his determination to make the most of his talent is distinctly admirable. For that, he has my respect as a fellow musician.

Rest in peace Michael, and thank you for the music.

Going to bed now. Shall wake up hoping it's not true. :(

Chris